My Stunted Masochistic Heart

2009-05-14T17:39:00.003+08:00

I am so darn sure that no one will be reading this post but, oh well! LOL. I missed blogging. Haha.

YAY, Okay, I know this is like retardish-ly slow but orientation camp was rocking. haha, totally not exepected. Lol. DESIGN HAS WON THE WAR. LOL. Well, design school won the "Best Spirited" Trophy, and our seniors were so overjoyed that some of them cried and jumped into the fountain, haha, security came within secs.
Hmm, my orientation group was fun. (: And I finally found people who LIVES IN UBI. :D Hurrah!

This is the 4th week of school and man I am somewhat drained out. Haha, I'm OVER THE MOON that ComDi is over and my last drawing ess assignment is done!! Will upload a photo of it when I can. Haha. Our Drawing Ess teacher is so cute, haha, she does yoga. Ain't that cool? Lol. I'd die if I do yoga... All those positions. *shivers* I'm not that flexible. Hahaaa.

Hmm, had a lot of fun knowing my classmates (my oh-so-funny and lame classmates) :D:D
They are the cutest alright~! Haha. And man can a lot of them DRAW!!! It's so cool to see my classmates master pieces. Tomorrow we'll be hanging up our a2 size drawings... If I get their permission, I'm so gonna take photos!

And I'm starting to love my Mac more and more, just that I'm so irritated by it when I go to school. My mac seems to be extremely picky as to where I sit. Because if I'm not sitting in a good spot or something like that, I can't get any internet at all. arghs! Frustrating. Haha.

WONDER HOW IDEATION would be like. Hmm, but ain't it cool. From next monday onwards, I'm going to school from 9am-12pm :D.
Gosh I'm sleepy. Haha, sorry for the randomness. I'm sleepy and hungry. lol.

Hmm, well, I had an eye candy but I lost the eye candy in the end. Haha. OH WELL. No biggie. (:

I HEAR THE GATES!
FOOOOOOD!!!!

-xoxo!
KANIA, where have you DISAPPEARED TO!

2009-04-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

I am REALLY not looking forward to tmr.
Oh my god. lol

2009-04-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Went to Queensway shopping centre yesterday with En(thanks love). Bought.. 3 FBT pants, a nike bag and a nike shoe. RED and BLACK. yes! My two favourite colours. Haha. And the stuff there are really cheap, so people who are finding stuff for orientation camps or just sporting goods, y'all should head down there.

En I hope you decide on a shoe. LOL.

Arghs, design school orientation is just 3 days away and I'm really not that hyped up about it. Lol, maybe the main freaking reason is that I didn't really have much camps (never attended ANY of the sec school camps. lol) and my p6 camp wasn't really "the best camp ever". Lol.
Gosh I hope it turns out okay. =/
I hope I meet nice people there too. Lol.
Sigh, oh and thanks en for the sleeping bag, haha, I'll try not to drool in it. LOL :D:D

Hmm, Kristi and Nia, I miss you both terribly. I wished you two were here so we'd cheer each other on for this new experience in our lives. I destest the fact that you two are hundred of miles away and that I can't feel your hugs anymore and hear the ridiculous, contagious laughters that you two always conjure up. Haha. Girls [en you too. lol], we're like peas in a pod. Haha. Not so literal to that extent that we are so similar. Haha, I know we girls can be so different, but I guess that's what makes our friendship so special eh? I love you three girls so much, and I can't wait for us to reunited when you two indos come back. Haha. I hope you two are taking good care of yourselves. (: Much love, hugs and kisses from me. Haha.

Tried learning rubix cube from some.... Hmm... Nocturnal person today. Haha, I hope I didn't shorten your life by half. I'm a slow learner and I'm reaaaaaaaaally sorry. Lol.
Well, at least I know the first step now. LOL. Well kind-ish. Haha.
Sigh, I pray everything goes as planned on the following.... hmm...

Random thought of the day: LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT. (: Absolutely adore her. Haha. xoxo.

And I'm a little too not over you. Shit.

2009-04-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

Ah ha, firstly, thank you to those people for taking a look at my blog shop and thank you cai shi for being my first customer!!! :D:D:D
Hmm, and thanks for those who commented at the tagboard in my shop (:
Greatly appreciated. Haha.
Gasps.
It's April Fools Day.
And Nicky came up with a damn lame thing to prank me. Gosh, lol.

People. Watch out. lol.

-xoxo.

I'm the happiest girl alive. (:

2009-03-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

My blog shop is officially open for business. :D

Please take a look!

http://justanotheraccessory.blogspot.com/

heeeeeeehs.

2009-03-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
I'm gnar start a blog shop.
Mother nature is against me.
And I'm gnar watch boys before flowers.

xoxo

2009-03-16T22:52:00.011+08:00

Okay, I've only managed to upload this much of photos.
It's kinda.. backwards, the pictures sequence I mean. Day 1 was swimming at nia's house.
The photos with the food is at east coast park.. Went cycling that day. Lol.
Then the next day we went to Haji Lane and then we went to botanical gardens. :D
The pics with cynthia, we went to esplanade and we also went to clarke quay. But those photos will be uploaded next time.
Extremely tired now.
Gotta rest for tmr's flight.
Love y'all.

I don't care who you mix with but if that's what changing you then you should go and suck your own $%^&.
asshole. We're tired of your excuses.

2009-03-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hmm, the long eventful week has passed.

Went to the botanical gardens, the zoo & night safari, haji lane, newton circus...

Airport. =/

Will upload photos when I'm using my other laptop.

Loves.

I miss you. :(

2009-03-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yz9LQy0rmq0&feature=related

This Korean song is highly addictive.
Goodness.

Sigh,
I can't believe you guys changed sooo much.
Well, friends come and go huh.
Guess I finally felt that.
Haah.
Whatever.

2009-02-23T13:42:00.004+08:00

Aw, Safety's gone to Melbourne. T.T We'll miss you safe! Take care over there. And you and Kwong try not to kill each other. Haha.

Here's the pictures from the night that safety arrived in Singapore. (:

Newton Circus!

Here are the photos from the next day, with the other guys.

Yeap.. That's them.

We love safety!! Haha.

Heeh, Sorry safe it was my idea to pinch you. LOL.

And shortly after we pinched him, the guys wanted some of the pinching action too. lol, well, guessed they targeted different areas. lol.

Poor safe. haha.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

feeeeel the loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

AND the end. ;c

Safe, we all will miss you tons. Be safe and take care! (:

RANDOM THOUGHT OF THE DAY : I totally love ellen degeneres. LOL.

-xoxo.

2009-02-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

Felt like blogging today.
Went out with the girls to watch 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'.
It was quite cool/touching/interesting/DAMN long. Haha, it's a two and a half hours show people. But it's worth the money sooooo yeap (: Go watch it.

Hmm, been feeling out of place lately, no idea why but I just miss a lot of people. =/
Today I saw Kenny and I realised it has been ages since I last saw him.. Miss hanging out and chatting with him. I even miss him bullying me. Hahaha. I miss seeing my classmates in secondary school. I miss the fun and laughter my classmates used to create. I miss just... hanging out in school. I miss seeing everyone. =/

Nowadays I've been feeling so odd, like something's wrong with me. I feel like I'm empty inside. I don't know what's up with this random feeling but it is really getting to me. I don't know what to do with life. I think I can't wait for poly to start. At least something will be occupying my time. Hmm, and I really want to go cycling. Anyone interested? Haha. En no worries, you will get the hang of it really. (;

Vday's coming up. What a depressing day for me. Haha, well I hope the couples out there are going to do something romantic. (: I'll be off now.
Watching Ben 10.
Yes I'm going to be 17 and yeap I'm still this childish.
See ya.

liar,liar.
Ican'tstandyou.
Whydidyoumesswithmyfeelgs.
ass.

2009-02-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

I wanted you to be the one I love.
I hate myself.
I'm soooo tired.
I feel so cold & lonely. sigh.
Why...
I'll never have my happy ending.

SoLong&Goodnight.

I missed you so.

2009-02-08T18:46:00.009+08:00

I've a random feeling of revamping my blog. So... Tada~.

And I'm so f!cked up with my blog now, not because of blogger problem, but because my desktop decided to flip out on me the last minute and the last 4 photos couldn't be published and now I'm on my laptop AND the BBQ pictures aren't in here yet so when I transfer it, then I'll complete the 4e2 BBQ photo updates. AARGH. And now the SCV remote control has a problem so I'm even more f-ed up. Oh and another thing............ I just knew I've got to work full shift tmr. GREAT. Really really really extremely wonderful. Bloody hell. This is just not my f-ing day.

I'll just start with the update of the photos of the outing of me and CassDarlg.

GOTTA love POLAROID.

***END OF PHOTOS FOR CASS&ME.:D***

VICTOR hard at work.

HAI.... PSP.......... lol

Just... One expression to describe this picture...

HaHa.

You know, he was giving his best shot at his... "serious" look. hahaa.

***END of 4e2 BBQ pics***

Alrighty, now time for a little typing. Haha.

I've got a job at Early Learning Centre at United Square. Pretty alright job, just that... There are WAY too many issues in there. Don't want to talk about them. The pay is so-so but the good thing is that the children there are sooo adorable. And the staff there is pretty friendly too so yeap. Ha.

I've still got a darn full shift tmr so I'm just gonna peace out now.

Loves.

I hope the australians will get through this crisis. sigh. my prayers go out to them.

2009-01-18T16:25:00.009+08:00

OKAY, finally took out some time to blog. Stayed in today cause of the annual CNY house cleaning.. You guys should know the drill. Lol.

Anyway, I'm so very relieved that O's are really OVER. As in even the getting of the results. (: Well, I'm kinda happy with what I got, but I'm not gnar write it out here. If you're curious just ask me. All in all, I'm just praying that I get into temasek poly. :D:D Keiths&Cass, I'm coming!Hahaa. And I'm happy for my friends who did well, so proud of you. Especially CK! Hahaa, you sure showed them eh! :D You get well soon alright.

Hmm, I'm gnar upload some pics from nicky's birthday outing. :D Sorry it took this long guys.

Take a look~

I have no idea why david is looking at mich like that. LOL.

cough. Someone made En laugh so...ta da. LOL.

Uhhh huhh. lol.

Sigh. lol, pengli you really gotta stop doing what the guys ask you to do. lol~

yeap yeap, that's mich's normal face. hahaha.

dont they look sweet together. :D

okay okay, lets all do this together.

one... two.. three...

AWWWWWWWWWWW~ hahaha.

En you're gnar kill me right? xD

EN! 5 years and going love. :D

haha hello to you too handsome.

GROUP PHOTOOO.

we love cai cai !

okay. next few photos is the torturing of nicky cai. LOL. i think christopher was trying to kiss him or they were trying to give him an ice-cream moustache. lol

OKAY. The end. haha.

I'm gona go watch american idol on starworld.

:D:D

-xoxo

why did you have to leave without saying goodbye.

2009-01-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

okay this post is just for KRIS.

KRISTI!!! YOUR AUNTIE IS LOOKING FOR YOU URGENTLY. PLEASE CALL HER OR SOMETHING KAY.
IMMEDIATELY!!! ONCE YOU SEE THIS, JUST LIKE...GO AND GRAB YOUR PHONE OR SMTH AND CALL. (:
BE QUICKKKKKK!!!! LOVE YOU! :D

2009-01-10T00:42:00.010+08:00

OKAY. Photo time. Erm, 3 days in one.

First day is at En's house and that's the day I tried her PS2! :D Guitar Heroes rock. But it gets a bit boring aftertime. Maybe cause I'm not used to the songs. And then we cooked spag! Super full from that, omg. Well, just look at the pictures:D And the next day, went to TP's open house! Saw cass darlg! :D Miss you dear! haha. And then today went to En's house again to bake cookies! :D:D Super fun. And she bought a WEBCAM. YAYNESS. hahaa. And we played around with the webcam and stuart was the first to video call us! And it really really fun. haha. (:

This is En's pri 4 umbrella. Cute right! It's so small!

CASS Darlg! Haha, I miss you tons and it was sooooo good to see you again at TP. Haha, thanks for the tour sweetie. (: I hope to see you soon and study hard for your semestral exams kay? :D I love you!

En's Shi Fu !! :D

OUR BREAK TIME/Fooling around time!

MAN WE spent the whole day doing this! but it was fun. haha

AND that ends the photos :D:D

LOVE y'all! haha

-xoxo.

I don't want to say goodbye.

2009-01-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

I simply adore Taylor Swift's latest album Fearless.
Love every song in the album.
She is one amazing artist/singer/song writer. Truly she is. Her songs reflect so much on personal experience and the rhythm is amazing.
Okay I know this is seriously random but she is really that good. :D

Some small parts from the lyrics of her songs.. (:

"Fearless"
and I don't know why but with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless.
my hands shake, i'm not usually this way but you pull me in and i'm a little more brave.
It's a first kiss, it's flawless, really something. It's fearless.

"Fifteen"
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them and when you're fifteen, feeling like there's nothing to figure out well count to ten, take it in.
This is life before who you know you're gonna be fifteen
Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them and when you're fifteen don't forget to look before you fall. I've found that time can heal most anything and you might find who you're suppose to be. I didn't know who i was supposed to be at fifteen.

"Hey Stephen"
cause I can't help it if you look like and angel,
can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain so
come feel this magic i've been feeling since i've met you
can't help it if there's no else
I can't help myself

"White Horse"
i'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stairwell
this ain't hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

"Breathe"
music starts playing like the end of a sad movie
it's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down
now i don't know what to be without you around

and we know it's never simple, never easy.
never a clean break, no one here to save me
you're the only thing i know the back of my hand
and i can't breathe without you, but i have to
breath without you, but i have to

"You're not Sorry"
You're looking so innocent, i might believe you if i didn't know. Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. and you got your share of secrets and i'm feeling tired of being last to know and now you're asking me to listen cause its worked each time before

you don't have to call anymore, i won't pick up the phone. this is the last straw. Don't wanna hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did before.

"The way I loved you"
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. It's 2am and I'm cursing your name. I'm so in love that i acted in sane and that's the way i loved you. Breaking down and coming undone. it's a rollar coaster kinda rush and i never knew i could feel that much. and that's the way i loved you.

"Forever and always"
and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all and you flashback to when he said forever and always. and it rains in your bedroom . everything is wrong. it rains here and it rain when you're gone cause i was there when you said forever and always.

Her songs are just brilliant. :D
Had enough of typing today.
Love y'all.
listen to her songs. (: It really rocks.

-xoxo.
Nia and Kris, I miss you both so much. :(

2009-01-03T01:27:00.003+08:00

Just logged in to say

Happy Birthday Nicky Cai.

You're the first of the 1992 batch to turn 17 (:

I hope you enjoyed your celebration with us. Cause I know I did.

It's birthdays like this when the group is more.. together.

All my wishes and love to you vege.

I hope this year holds many wonderful surprises for you.

:D I wont say goodbye, cause I'm sure we'll meet again.

So... It's see ya.

See ya real soon.

2008-12-14T13:49:00.002+08:00

FINALLY. I've decided to blog. lol. But I'm guessing no one would be reading this right now. LOL. and Kania, I am SO sorry. I didnt even check in on my blog as much as you did. Oh my gosh, haha, you really did lose it during the exam period didnt you. haha. Ah well, now you're back in indo doing only god knows what. Haha.
Well, I know I'm extremely late in saying this but... O LEVELS ARE OVER.
yayness. Haha, I don't think I'll ever get sick of saying that. :D But it seems a bit unreal though.. Previously, we would have to study at this time of hour.. but now.. nothing! Hahaa. Guess I lost a few screws ever since I came back from Korea.

YEAP.. Korea. Haha, it was fun there. But 8 days were kinda too much for me to take. Haha. The food in korea was... healthy.. very VERY healthy. On the day I came back to singapore, I had roti prata and man my stomach went kuku on me. Haha. In korea, we always had hot pots and BBQ. Boring but still alright. I liked the days when we had english food for breakfast. Haha. And well, expectedly, there was kim chi in EVERY MEAL. Not that I ate it but... lol, every freaking meal man. Haha.
Marilyn and I took truck loads of pictures... And when we exchange photos, I'll upload them here. Korea was freezing during the last two days, the temperature went down from -4 to -10 degrees! And when it was -4 degrees... There were strong winds and MAN... We really couldn't take it. Haha. We were all telling the tour guide that lets go back into the bus cause the winds + the cold air, it was really unbearable. For people that don't usually experience cold weather, we were stepping into foreign territory but well, it was a nice experience. haha. Compared to us, Marilyn was pretty impartial to the cold. Haha.
Sadly we didn't see real snow falling from the sky, but for me, the encounter with the cold air was good enough. It'd be wonderful to see real snow but oh well. (:

Being back in Singapore is great. I get to see many friends and honestly, I'm much better adapted to this weather. Haha.
And again, I'll be leaving for thailand on the 20th and will only be back on the 28th. haha. I'm going to shop till I drop! {hopefully!}

Currently I'm at home and being bored. Yawn.
Well at least tonight there's LOVE ACTUALLY ! :D hurray!
And there are movies I want to catch.
MAINLY the movies "The day the earth stood still" and "TWILIGHT". lalalala twilight twilight. hahaha. Can't wait for it. Muahahas.

I'm done with blogging! Not sure when's the next post. But I don't think anyone would be reading anyway. Haha!
-xoxo.

2008-08-30T20:29:00.002+08:00

Okay... I'm guessing the reason I'm blogging is cause it's the holidays and I kinda miss blogging.
Anddd I guess I need some form to destress myself.

Well, English Orals are well over and Chinese O's results were out.
For a girl who hates chinese since secondary1.. Getting a B3 and a Merit.. I think that's pretty acceptable. :D
I was over the moon that I didn't have to retake my Chinese.

English Orals went pretty alright I think.. I hope I get a distinction. *prays*

Sigh. Teachers Day celebration went pretty well~! Good going 4e2.
ANDDD I'm so sorry for screwing up one of the parts...
Standing in front of large crowds just gives me the 'hibby-gibbies'.
But nevertheless, at least we did something for the teachers! :D I'm proud of you 4e2.

Sci prac, El, Ss and emaths paper 1 are over! :D hurray-ness.
but so many more to go.
Sigh. The colossal amount of stress that the sec 4Es and 5Ns are feeling now should be building up each day. Guys, jia you alright! Its just two months more. TWO MORE MONTHS. and... FREEDOM. (: I can't wait for O's to be over and done with.
C-a-n-n-o-t-w-a-i-t.

Oh I forgot this part.. Hmm.
Cass, Kiffy and Vin. It was wonderful to see y'all again.
I was feeling superbly euphoric when I saw y'all. It has been soooo long. Well not that long for you vin. haha
And KIFFY. If you're reading this... I HATE YOU. LOL. I can't believe you tarnished my reputation TWO times within a time period of less than an hour. lol. Damnit.
And cass darlg it was lovely to see you again! :D Love you and hope you're not stressing. (:

Sometimes it's people whom you don't see in a long long time that brightens up your day. They're just very precious people to me :D. Adjectives can't express the amount of admiration and love I have for them.
and GOSH I'm not lesbian or in that kinda "love" with them kay. Lol. I just like expressing myself. LOL.
And MAN did I go ga-ga over one of the guitars which were being played by one of the band members in the second performance, "starlight" by muse.
that guitar looks sooooooooooooooooooo nice. *drools* Lol.

after O's after O's after O's.
I'm going to do SO many things.
Gosh just thinking about it... Makes me grin from ear to ear. muahahas.

peace out people.
Loves.
-xoxo.

it's the images of you that taunt me in the night.

2008-08-12T20:36:00.002+08:00

HAAH. bro don't even think about it.
and I'm only coming online to wish...

KRISTI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
:D
MY DEAR LOVE. WORK HARD FOR O'S KAY.

And I'm sorry peeps.
I just really don't have the time nor energy to blog already.
Maybe you'll see me blog after prelims or maybe even after O's.

And I know this term is superbly cliche but ...
IM ON A HIATUS.
-xoxo.

2008-07-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY ASS KANIA JULIA LYWE. :D
YOU'RE FINALLY 16.
I LOVE YOU.
MUAHAHAS.

LOL.

happy birthday to wilfred eeeeeeeee also! :D

I'm just blogging to wish these two people happy birthday.
SO I'll be going now.
haha
sorry to disappoint you kristi~ LOL.
:D

2008-06-24T20:48:00.004+08:00

It has been ages since I last blogged and I apologise cause I was really busy and even when I wasn't, I just didn't have the mood to.

Firstly I want to thank my oh-so-lovely girlfriends for your sweet, touching, heart warming birthday cards and thank you lao bear and ah peng for the present that y'all made, it's beautiful and I'm at a lost for words to describe how happy I felt when I saw the gifts. :D

Thank you girlfriends for the beautiful watch and thank you lf and gor for that skull belt. Thanks to the people who went out with me on 12june and made my day special. (;

THANK YOU DADDY FOR THE WONDERFUL DINNNER. ;D

my beautiful girlfriends.

thank you lovelies for that wonderful day.

I love you guys.

Well I'm signing off now.

Bye sweethearts.

Happy belated birthday Justin boy. (:

&i've done it. :D

2008-06-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY 16 YEARS OF AGE.
I'M LEGAL TO WATCH NC-16 SHOWS Y'ALL.
:DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEN AND JOE ENG TOO! :D

Thank you to ALL that wished me :D
I was on cloud nine to wake up at 12noon and to see all the wonderrrrrrrful, sweeeeeet birthday wishes people sent me. THANK YOU DEARIES. :D

THANK YOU DADDY AND MUMMY :D thank you mummy for spending the day out with me and thank you daddy for that scrumptous meal you cooked! :D Love ya two LOADS.

Can't wait for tomorrow, get to see en hui, mae, gorgor and lf! :D I miss you guys! Daaaaamn, we're gnar be meet each other in like... 14 hours? LOL. Totally eeeeeexcited!

KANIA I HOPE YOU AINT FREEZING YOUR BUTT OFF IN CANADA.
I MISS YOU AND BE SAFE.

KRISTI I MISS YOU TOO AND PLEASE EAT. LOL. DONT DIET AND STUFF KAY.

Well I'm off to slack off the remainding two HOURS of my bday.
SEE YA PEEPS.

i know my birthday wish is never gnar come true...
silly me.

2008-06-04T19:45:00.004+08:00

IT WAS CYCLING DAY on monday. Hahaa.

Then coincidentally met falend, stuart, ben and jyh jie at newton circus.

EN HUI JIA YOU~

Nia and Kris learnt cycling already.

You're just 3/4 there. Haha.

Your bruises are worth the pain when you finally learn how to cycle~ Haha.

Then you three have to teach me swimming. {if y'all can get me in the pool and away from the freaking ledge, hahaha}

KANIA JULIA LYWE. I'LL BE MISSING YOU WHEN YOU'RE IN CANADA.

PLEASE TAKECARE AND HAVE FUN.

Went with En to Singapore Poly today for their open house.

MAN, I can't believe who I met!

Kalyn~! It's been ages since I met her. People from MTS should know who she is.

(: It was a nice coincidence. Haha.

TMR~ Out with mae.

Been a week since I last met her. Haha. Shoppppppping~!

I've been having the weirdest dreams these few nights.

It's really weirdddddddd.

And I've been having dreams about something that I desire most {ITS NOT R.A KAY. LOL}.

Sigh. I wish I'd stop dreaming about you. =/ It's aggravating. I wake up every morning WISHING what I dreamt was real. Oh well..

ERPs are ending soon~! Yes~!

Happiness. Haha.

Better get going.

Wnar slack in the air-conditioned room!!

stupid cupid stop picking on me.

2008-05-27T19:15:00.002+08:00

-JiaYan; LOL. hahaha okay. I didn't know I sounded funny. Haha.
-Felicia; Haha thank you :D
-nia; Haha So sorry to reply late. Hadn't had the energy to reply. :P
-kris; LOL you wish. Hahaa.

Day 2 of Holidays.
-------------------

Well I hope the chinese O's were alright for all of y'all ait! :D Now that's finally settled, lets put our heart to our other subjects okay! :D Jia you people!

Now I'm addicted to Leona Lewis' Yesterday and Better in Time.
Man... Lol.

Thought I couldn't live without youI
t's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Sigh. Well, Ms Thiru was enraged with us today. Haha. Not all that surprised 'cause she's not all that elated when she teaches us anyway. Haah.
Mrs Kwok was infuriated with us too. Darn it. Haha. Guess its not our day.
Ceramic class was today too~ I've got a whole new appreciation for people who do pottery.
They have the best paitence and I pity their backs.
'Cause kristi's back and mine was aching as if dozens of horses galloped over us. My god.
And the weather was soooo suitable for sleeping. =/

Tomorrow is "Bio day"! Haha.
Hopefuly it'll be fun~
Gotta go, dinner time.

you're my one in a million.

2008-05-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

-----------------------------
You know, this is pretty much a very nostalgic song for me, cause I remembered during our first {or second lol} chalet, I was listening to this song with my pal and we TEARED. Sigh, I wished things stayed the same, but how selfish would that be of me right?
Yet again, y'all made a promise to us, and where are we now? sigh.
I mean, we do remember the times we had together, and they were great! But due to many current changes... Doubts of whether we'll be as close as we used to, will definitely surface.
We don't understand y'all anymore.
Neither do y'all.
Now ain't that just a sad scene.
Sigh.
And to a particular friend, I really don't want to see you slip down any further. I mean, some things are not worth it {just yet}.
And try to believe in the saying: What belongs to you, will definitely be yours, come what may.
=/

I should really stop holding onto life's hardest parts. sigh.

2008-05-20T20:04:00.006+08:00

okay firstly, happy belated birthday to keef and mich! :D

and of course. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BUDDHA. (:

Temple was barricaded

haha long story, not gonna tell y'all why. LOL. Its just way packed on vesak day.

This is what mae and I had to pack on sunday. LOL. And I swear.... Its more tiring than it looks.

Me hard at work. LOL.

Muahahaha. XD

AND just when we thought we were about to finish... more flowers were added. LOL

pretty flowers :D

AND WE WERE DONE AFTER DOING IT FOR LIKE.. 4HOURS. LOL

AND THESE WERE THE FINAL PRODUCTS. but there are like 3 more boxes, just that I'm too lazy to upload here since they all look the same. LOL. THEN it was PICTURE taking time. LOL

BUZZ. LOL

OKAY AINT THIS CAT CUTE? LOL.

We went to walk around the neighbourhood after we were done. AND LOOK WHAT WE FOUND! :D

LAST PIC FOR SUNDAY.

Next few pictures are taken on monday. Haha.

This was kinda our workplace. Haha

AND MY SEXY BOYFRIEND. ;D

My angeeeeeeeel. :D

Well then, I'm off, since blogger took FOREVER to upload photos.

And oh yea, on saturday, I helped out my mum's friend's niece..... Erm, kinda 'lol' if I were to say it out loud, so I guess y'all should just go check it out if you want to. LOL Don't laugh okay. I'm like super inexperienced. Lol.

And go ahead and buy some stuff if y'all want to! :D

http://hollyhoque.livejournal.com/3738.html

DONT LAUGH.

And kwong I hope you're okay! I heard about your P.E incident. {if you ever read this. LOL}

Don't be pissed alright! :D

-xoxo

same mistake.

2008-05-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

Okay, this post is dedicated to the lovely people who kept my tagboard alive. Haha. :D

-atika; relinked! :D
-nia; AH THANKS A LOT LA. LOL come come, SHOOT. NO PICTURES FOR YOU. LOL
-kristi; THE ONE AND ONLY SUPER DEDICATED READER OF MY BLOG. LOL. {kania once in awhile ah. LOL.} kris is like everyday super free sia. hahaha. better STUDY YOUR CHINESE LA. lol. hahaha fun meh temple, you and your sister looked super bored. haha. so sorry couldnt entertain properly. as you could see, a LOT of people la. haha. Oh yea, that one is wheel of fortune, its like you put your chinese horoscope {for you its goat} then you spin the wheel lor. but ladies turn left and men turn right. haha. but you TOO YOUNG LA. no need all those stuff. haha. wah. thank you for the smiles ah. BRIGHTEN up my day. haha.
-don; haha thanks, I know what you mean. (: you hang in there too ait.

OKAY. now the next few posts will have photos. Hahaa. :D

2008-05-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

I miss you. I miss your smile. And I still shed a tear every once in a while.

Sigh, It seems tonight is going to one of those kinda nights.
Feeling extremely 'emo-ish'. I know the reason why but I wish it wasn't so.
You've been lingering in my heart for a long, long time and I pray that the feeling will go away but it gets stronger each day. Sigh.

There's this one naive wish I hold in my heart and there's this silly thing called faith, that allows me to cling onto the hope that may be.... A miracle may happen and my wish would come true.
Jessie Lam you should really just smack yourself, cause deep down, you know that would never, ever happen. sigh.

I always try to catch a glance at you everyday, cause I know that's what keeps me going. I miss your touch, I miss it when you used to gaze into my eyes and made me feel like I was the only one in the room, I miss the comforting hugs that you gave me, I miss your smile, I miss it when we used to argue about the silliest things, I miss talking to you over the phone, I miss everything about you.
Someone should just shoot me. Sigh.
Trying to rewind time is so cliche, but I wish I could.

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it.
What hurts the most, was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away.

Man I can't believe how much it still hurts up till now.
Your face appears in my mind like every 5 minutes and then my heart responses by aching till e extent I just feel like ripping it out.
Daaaaaaamnit.

Guess today's the most emotional day in the first 5 months of 2008.
Shoot me.

what i wouldn't give to make my wish come true. sigh.

2008-05-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

OKAY, firstly, I'm absolutely ENRAGED with someone because I cannot BELIEVE there will be someone in the world as CLUELESS AS YOU!
I DONT KNOW WHAT GAVE YOU THAT IDEA, but NO WAY did I EVER misunderstood you.
And what's more, WHAT IS THERE TO MISUNDERSTAND. I don't even WANT to misunderstand you! It's like YUCK.
I've almost HAD IT with you and you'd better get smarter or else you are reaaaaaaally going to get it from me idiot.

Damnit.
Bloody HELL.
I can't believe there is someone as IGNORANT AS YOU.
ARGH.

DAMNIT!

2008-05-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU&NR=1
This is like a video of HOW TO BE EMO.
It's pretty stupid but a bit funny at the same time, y'all be the judge.
Haha, there's also how to be gangster and how to be nerd. All those stuff.
My gosh those two guys in the vid really have LOADS of time on their hands I guess. Haha.

ANYWAYS, went to watch IRONMAN today with my 3 lovely senoritas.
It totally ROCKED.
That actor is really charming. Haha.
The whole movie is just great ANDDD FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT, there's something AFTER THE CREDITS.
So please, stay after the credits!
We didn't know there was something till our friend told us sooo we didnt get to catch it.
DARN. But oh well. Haha.

After that went to walk around in Taka and I had to go back soon after.
Oh well, short day but had a great time.

:D

GOTTA go now, kinda short but forgive me!
Seeeee ya Loves.
:D

everything we had, is no longer there.

2008-05-09T23:21:00.004+08:00

THE MOST RETARDED PHOTOS OF THE DAY.

Okay I KNOW I look retarded. LOL. Marilyn was suppose to take that photo with me too BUT SHE WAS TOO BUSY LAUGHING THAT SHE WENT OUT OF THE PHOTO. LOL

I love my new lappy, though I'm still figuring out the functions of the apple programme.

:D Marilyn's school is using apple coms so she sorta taught me how to find some stuff. ITS SO FUN HAVING A WEBCAM. :DDD

Went to watch What happens in Vegas.

IT WAS WONDERFUL.

Oh my gosh, and it was unexpectedly touching.

I mean I really CRIED, marilyn too~

This show is a MUST WATCH.

Y'all will fall in love with characters, literally. (:

I won't spoil the movie by saying what happened but all I can say is... For those die hard romantics, get ready some tissue when you go watch this show! :D

AND... not surprisingly, met some bhss today. Hahaa, some at novena and a LOT at cine.

JingWen and bunch and Eunice and friends too. (;

Then after movie, saw ruiyun and ruifang and amilia.

Ding Dongs~! :D

Well, then went off to novena to meet mum with mae and we went to parkway!

Bought a dress and two tops at cotton-on {gotta love that place}.

Well, I'm guessing I'm stopping here.

Hahaha, I KNOW THOSE PHOTOS ARE RETARDED AIT.

Can't wait to play with lappy~!

my oh-so-sexyyy apple lappy.

LOVES~

If the world seems to shine like you had too much wine...

that's amore.

2008-05-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. well for me lahs. haha.

Oh my gosh. Finally the gruelling hours of cramming at night has finally come to an end! :D
Ecstatic~!
I apologise to the people who tagged but I didnt reply. Thanks for the wishes and for some PARTICULAR PEOPLE for being very hyper at my tagboard! I love y'all doing that. Haha.
And Vic sweetie, why are you looking glum nowadays?

VINCE AND BRIAN GOR, I needa APOLOGISE to you two cause I owe y'all a lot of outings! Especially you vin~! Hahaa, I miss you bro, I hope you've been fine~ and im getting my apple lappy today bro~!!! LOL

KANIA my handsome hairy mojojojo, hahaha, study hard for geog okay! DONT SLEEP. DO NOT GO NEAR THE BED!! I repeat, NO WHERE NEAAAR THAT BED. LOL
And I know en will study, hahah so if by ANY chance en you see this, GOOD LUCK TOO :D.

Lots of things have happened lately, some happy and some not so, I really wished things could return like how they were, but if it can't, to hell with it then. I ain't gonna fret over it that much.

and frankly {this is totally a different thing from above} I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE WHAT YOU DID TODAY. IT WAS REALLY IRRITATING.
bloody hell.

Next week is intensive chinese week.
I'm so not going to like that.
I really reaaaally detest chinese, even if it's my mother tongue.
Sigh.
Oh well~
EXAMS ARE OVER AND I'M GOING TO RELAX.
and stare at my sexy apple lappy.
:D

CYA LOVES.
sat dummies~! ;D

2008-04-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

English Papers, E-math paper2, chinese paper1, SS and physics paper2...

ARE OFFICIALLY OVER~!!!

Hurray~ Haha.
Though I don't have a positive mindset of passing... but oh well~! what's over is over, I'm just glad the papers are done.

Geography and Amaths is coming right up on friday.
Damnit! Two idiotic papers at the same time.
Already screwed SS... Guess I won't have a problem screwing up geog as well. hahaa.

~Evonne nuer I'm happy to hear you enjoyed yourself that night! :D

Anyways, guess I'll blog when I feel like it again..
See ya loves.
And good luck to all for Mid-years. :D

Ignorant bunch of hypocrites.
Yuck.

2008-04-25T19:46:00.003+08:00

brian; haha yeap! and gor gor, I've got a gut feeling of what is the "big news" you plan to tell us. (: But we'll wait for you to tell us kay. haha.
harp00ned; LOL. cause its easier luh. you do make sense and hahaha, now its two girls against you. Fun leh. LOL but your pinches leave a burning effect sia. Grr.
kristi; OMG YOU ARE C.R.A.Z.Y. hahahaha. So bored ah you. TMR eventful ler lor~ and you want talk to me, funny ah, I in msn you don't wnar talk there. LOL. AND NOVENA WAS FUN. BUT EMBARRASSING. goodness. we shall do it if we can though. hahahah.
liting; Heyys :D Jia you for your mid-years ait girl~!

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW. :D

2008-04-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

I catch a glimpse of heaven,
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes
-The Jonas Brothers.

Okay, I'm like officially addicted to that song or something. :D
Its about... 3 more days to English paper.
Gosh, time is really not on our side.
Oh well, last minute revision is going have to do then.
Mathematics is killing me slowly.
Damnit, there are so many things to do. So little time. Sigh. I think I'm going to stop here, not much mood to blog anyway. Haha.
-xoxo

replies to tags:
atika; omgosh I'm sooo TERRIBLY SORRY. cause I kept thinking you're in sec3 already. oh my im so sorry dear girl. but studies alright then? Haha. I'm doing pretty alright. but again im sooooo sorry!
Vince; LOL. nope. hahahaha. :D bro i know you missssss me~ hahaa.
brian; wah what news sia. sounds serious! GOR GOR. i never forget you luh! T.T lol how can say like that. lols.
euler; haaaaaaaaaalo. lol~

if the heart's always searching,
can you ever find a home?

i tried... i really did. sigh.

2008-04-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

-Atika; Hahaha. yea maths never seems to be nice to us right? haha, oh well, I've been doing fairly well, Mid year exams are around the corner so the stress is just building up. haha. Ya coping with sec3 work? :D
-Brian; GORGOR. (: So glad to see you tag at my board. Haha, yea it has been way too long, I'm so sorry for neglecting you. There's just way too many things to do. But don't worry about me kay? Haha, I'll be fine. Yeaaa I hope we can meet up after my exams or something. Miss ya loads too gor~ I hope U are doing fine! Heehs, I'll try my best for the exams ait gor. :D You take care too hor! And sorry again for not being able to spend as much time with y'all like last time. =/

8am was Amath Erp, I reached like 45mins later. I could have reached about 8.15 but damn there was a serious accident on the highway. The motorbike was at the left side of the road and the car at the right. Omg. In the wee hours of the morning, accidents already start to happen, like w.t.h. And the car was pretty badly "disfigured". Lol.
Oh well, he rest of the day was pretty boring.
Went to taka with mummy to buy daddy's present.
:D
And im going to do art now.
cya guys.

omg childish enough?

2008-04-18T19:10:00.003+08:00

Wish I could just kiss you goodbye, one more time.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
m slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Haha. Just some random lyrics from 'Over you' by chris daughtry.
And some random pictures that I decided to post.

I'm walking like an old lady these two days. Guess I could picture how'd I be like 70 years from now. Haha, without the droopy skin and wrinkles of course. Even wearing my pants appears to be a problem.
Oral was just over, I'm assuming I screwed my chinese passage. But the conversation was pretty alright, counting on the fact that my topic was about valentines' day. Oh my gosh, thank goodnes. Hahaa.
English was a bit confusing, cause Mrs Lim kept asking questions, which made me panic a little 'cause I took it as; asking of questions would mean we're not doing alright.
But since she asked almost everyone questions, I'd reckon its alright then. Haah.

Its so peculiar.. how animosity between people happen. Especially between girls, hahaa, don't the drama just keep coming.
Sigh, though I never expect some to be quite as childish.
I think you could really do better than that. I mean, its like, why should you sink so low? Ain't there a more mature way to handle things? More importantly, the way y'all act and the words that hang around y'all lips are absolutely revolting and disgusting.
Goodness, just stop it please.

Mid-years are coming up! Guess I'm still not in the mood to study much. Haha.
Well, bones is on starworld later.
I'm going to go slack around.
seeeee y'all later~!

If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

2008-04-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

Tags replies!

-harp00ned; Haha, cause you "accidentally" knock into him ma! LOL. Today was soooo nice, you got us and kristi and I got you back. So we're even! lol. And what "cute" sia. LOL.

-vince; haha its a long story, will tell you more when we see each other. LOL. mac mac mac mac mac book! LOL.

-wanyee; (:

AHS.

Napfa today.

Absolutely drained.

I'm going to stop here.

my tuition is going to start.

CYA.

:D

why won't you smother me.

2008-04-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

2.4km run was completed today.
And I'm superrrrrrrrrrbly proud of myself.
I mean, from a 18mins trial run to a 13mins50secs.
Thats a hell lot of improvement y'all.
Well, now I just have to concentrate on the five items. Haha.
WELL, KANIA I'm soooo proud of you too, coming in at 1329? If I'm not wrong. Haha. And kristi! For coming in around 14 mins plus. :D
EN! Next week its your turn and we'd be running with you okay! Haha, but I'm sure I'd be tired around the 2 to 3rd round already. Hahaa. :D JiaYou!

Anyways, today was a pretty good day, slept early so I'm guessing that gave me a happier mood today.
Sucky things happen all the time, but I think my life would be a lot nicer if I were to live everyday a happy day. :D Especially there's my lovely friends to brighten up my day. Make me laugh till tears creep outta my eyes.

Well, I'm doing art now. :D
Drawing my beloved skull. Haha.
Oh well.
I'm gnar dedicate my time to perfecting my skull.
soooo toodles~!
LOL

why dont you take a bow.

2008-04-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

LOL. okay firstly. Reply Tag Messages! :D
-Kristi; hahahaa. well I had to sudden urge to blog so I just did! Haha, I'll tell you on monday. AND... I'll try not too lor. I mean, haha you know la. So you're going to hit me head whenever I "think of you?" LOL.
-Nia; haha yo assy. AIYO. why moody! Rain then you sleep la. LOL hahaha. It is the best time to sleep right? Ah then today's weather is crazy also. Hahah.LOL dont be scared. There's meeeeeeee {to keep your ass safe} muahahs.
-Victoria; LOL. hahaha, will try to. ;P and I know what happened already. someone's updated me sweetie. and im sorry I didnt call back. I was finishing my chinese compo and after bathing it was pretty late and I got tired!
-"TheDude"; LOL. Hope you're HAPPY.
-harp00ned; hahah so sarcastic~! well, the name starts with "S" and ends with a "Y". Wow. I didnt know his name can be spelt as SissY as well. LOL.

ANYWAYS..
Loads of Happenings.
Every year there is ALWAYS one hugeeee fight.
No matter in what level, there'd be one.
Sigh.
And the involvement circle of people starts to get wider and wider.
History is repeating itself but to another batch of people now. Grrs. things just can't get any better can they?...
I mean like, can't y'all just stop being so childish. People don't see any point in y'all doing these stuff other than y'all enjoying the suffering of innocent people. Sadistic enough?
It's obvious that y'all waiting for some retaliation but come on, people ain't as air headed as y'all. Ha. ha. ha.
Continue doing all these 'activities' that give y'all a sense of rhapsody, however, bear in mind that what comes around goes around, karma will happen in one way or another.
(:

Well, the weather seems to be deceiving us in a way that it looks like its going to pour but the humidity is unbearable.
My pounding headache is driving me nuts.
And the stress level ain't helping.
Going to start on art I guess.
Since this weekend is kinda free for me.
{thank goodness}
Well, I'm off to art then! :D
Cya my loves.

my worries weigh the world, how i used to be.
and everything i'm cold, seems a plague in me.
its hard to say how i feel today
for years gone by and i cried.

2008-04-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

WELL, this post is about MAX.
Since MAX requested oh-so "HUMBLY" that he wanted a post on my blog ALL about HIM.
:D
HMM,
I've known him since mid last year. Somewhere around there.
Been crazy friends ever since.
Had some ups and downs, however I'm ecstatic to know we're still tight. Haha.
Well, he's one greeeeeeeeedy-pizza-stealing-pasta-wanting-person. LOL.
But he's still the nicest-funny-sweet-crazy-hyper-always-there-for-me-song provider friend ever.
He can be reaaaaaaaaaally annoying at times but he can also be the person who I can have the most fun with talking on msn.
Typing in caps is our fetish in msn. Hahaa.
We both love pasta.
And he obviously loves the pizza I eat.
HE always THINKS a lot and jump to conclusions and at times i feel like SMACKING you for that dumbo. LOL.
But no matter what, he's one of a kind and I'm happy to have a friend like M.A.X.

THERE YOU GO MAXY BOY.
AND GUESS WHAT.
IKNOWWHEREYOUMADETHATKEYCHAIN.
muahahahahahs.
:D

Now that was awkward.
LOL.

2008-04-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Oh there was something bugging me that I totally forgotten to post.
You know what kinda people I can't stand?
People that bully other people when the other party didn't do anything wrong to them in the first freaking place.
I mean.
CANT YA'LL ^!#$%)$ GROW UP?
Digusted.
Absolutely revolting.
Childish actions won't get ya'll anywhere.
People will get to see your true colours in time to come.
Pathetic.

2008-04-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

It's a beautiful lie.
It's a perfect denial.
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.

I can't believe this is happening all over again.
The feelings. The cravings. The agony. The pain. The heartaches.
I don't want to feel all of these for you anymore.
It has been so long.
Why is history repeating itself, though not in its exact form but.... why.
I don't think I can take any of this.
I can't take seeing you everyday.
Although I know I shouldn't look at you, I can't keep my eyes off you.
F!ck it.
& the truth is, I know this is a 'no way out' situation for me.
Arrrrrrrrrrrghs.
Bloody sh!t. Put a cork in it jessie lam. Sigh.

It's been a 'Emo' day for me, so excuse me for my rants. Sigh.
Well speech day was pretty interesting, though the guest of honour was pretty..... hmm... *lost for words* ;D
It was fun to see ex-bhss students and some ex-teachers who came back.
Especially Ms Ho! Oh my god, how I wish she didn't have to go to another school, she was the best principal ever. Period.
The performance was rather entertaining, though I can truthfully say I wasn't paying attention to the storytellers, Sorry jiayean and syazwan. The dancing was enliving, especially the last item.
Though most of the crowd around me were commenting on one particular person whom I am soooo not going to mention that person's name. Lol.

And kwong! If you're reading this, I'm soooo going to get you back for that pinch. Lol, your pinches have a weird after effect pain. Haha. And poor you, getting scolded from 'you know who' when it was an accident. Hahaa.

Mid-year exams are around the corner, and truthfully saying, I ain't in the mood to study for it.
I mean, realistically speaking, O's is the main stressing problem for us so.... I don't know. I'm just drained from long school hours and having to rush homework in the night.
I mean like, who won't be tired? W.t.h.

Mr choo is adorable, like son like father! Haha, I know that was random but oh well. :D I type what comes to my mind.
And luke got ALLLL the applause today. hahaa. When he walked up, I think... people from 4e2, e3 and e4 cheered for him. Not sure about e1. Haha.
Luke's pretty much a really funny nice guy. So.. yay luke! hahaa.

I think I'm going to watch more Whose line is it anyway.
Looks like that's the only thing that can cheer me up now.
Gahs, whatever.
Stressed up.

It's a bittersweet symphony.

2008-03-30T11:50:00.002+08:00

in that tiny corner of my masochistic heart, I held on to that hope...

Well ain't it a rainy weekend.
I think we'd be experiencing hell next week, since the tests are coming non stop.
Bloody.Hell.
Geography is definitely not one of my stronger subjects.. especially with the person 'imparting us with the knowledge'. I don't even understand what the hell is happening 3/4 of the time. People in the same class should understand what I mean.

Sigh. Reading books for me is like other people meditating to find sanctuary. Just finished one before coming to blog. 'It must be love' by Rachel Gibson. Really heart-warming book. I'd recommend to anyone who likes to read. Though it contains a few pages of sexual parts, I think ya'll are matured enough to handle it yea? lol

Actually I've got nothing much to blog about.
Just pretty drained with the issues and activites that happened these few days.
It's almost as if I've been caught in a whirlwind of random thoughts nowadays, and its just driving me NUTS.
I hate the haunting thoughts that plagues my mind into the wee hours of night, I just wish they would just stop coming.
Sigh.

I think I'd stop here for now.
Gotta start distracting myself with other means.
Sigh.

migraine migraine migraine.
gahs.

2008-03-23T13:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

First a few things to do.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MARVIN AND PENG LI!!!

Hoped you enjoyed your birthday yesterday ahpeng! :D

Photos will be up soon!
AND kristi I hope you're feeling better!

Alrighty, evidently sports day is finally over and Emerald is the house champion and Sapphire is the Cheer Champ! Congrats to both houses!
Garnet good job with the cheer and man I salute to those who ran. :D
Topaz members don't be disheartened alright? You guys did a great job.

~~~ You know, long weekends aren't what they seem anymore.
I used to enjoy long weekends... Just slacking while time pass us by but now it seems like everything's so hectic and time is not on our side anymore.
Sigh. Endless homework and revision.. We ain't bionic people you know.
There was a newspaper article stating that more teens are being entered to IMH {place where people turn 'ku-ku' go to. lol} I didn't really read about it but I'm guessing the main reason is because teens are under waaaaay too much stress nowadays.
Agreed? Well I think so too.

Currently I'm struggling with my english comprehension. It ain't an easy passage I can tell ya'll that. Sigh. And there's other subjects to study for.. like that idiotic chinese... I know that I'm so gona flunk it.
Bahs, whatever already. Lol.

Seems like I'm going to be random, and talk about things I love to do.
I love biting my mum.
I love loving my parents.
I love loving my girlfriends.
I love enzyming with nia.
I love to make people laugh.
I love to hear people laugh [except for some disturbing ones].
I love to dance.
I love photography.
I love reading books.
I love going crazy with my girlfriends.
I love listening to music.
I love watching cartoons and english films.
I love laughing my heart out.
I love writing letters.
I love doodling.

Okay... That's pretty much what I can think of now. Lol. Super bored and super random I know.
Oh well.
I'll be on my way now, have blogged enough. Lol.

CYALOVEs.
-xoxo

I'll be there when your heart stops beating.

2008-03-16T13:25:00.002+08:00

DAMN.
Yesterday night was hilariously nostalgic. I was watching "Whose line is it anway?" on youtube. Oh my gosh I LOVE that show. I remembered I used to watch it when i was young. Waaaay waaaay waaaaaaay back in primary school. Now I wonder why it ain't showing anymore. It used to be showing late at night but then... Now I dont see it on scv channels.. damnn.
BUT ANYWAY, whose line is it anyway is hosted by drew carey and there are a bunch of 4 comedians who will sorta... act out scenes from a hat.. sing funny songs from a title that was suggested to them from the audience and do like infomercials.
ANYONE who is interested or WANTs to de-stress.
Here are the links. ;D but this first link is different {its a comedian who does a crazy mimic of elmo and when he gets to the advertisment parts, listen carefully!}
http://youtube.com/watch?v=pHr4NtZpGJM
I highly recommend ya'll to watch. seriously.

The rest of the vidoes below are all whose line is it anyway vids! (:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-O1cfI-tF3o&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=im_x0i2vF9M&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1K4rX5Cy_xc&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6_NeU3t0l-0&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=XSs7NCWp6kA&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=aqg6BNSUG5Q {this is a MUST WATCH. LOL}
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4gY5FpZJiWA&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jLrLNehzpb8&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nE0ALYp7hRE&feature=related

alrighty
now i needa get my head back into my books.
GAHS.

2008-03-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

Why and why does love cause animosity.
I don't get it.
Okay well I do. But in some situations I really just.... Sigh.
I can't help but feel the pain for both parties. I wished ya'll could just step into each other's shoes for a moment, just that moment.... i think that'd make things slightly easier.

This ain't my place to say, so I'll just stop at there.
Supernatural finally came back after one whole month of disapperance.
Fag.
And that particular episode I've already watched it on AXN. Darn it.
And it has to disappear for another 2 more weeks.. wtfag.
The next episode is about dolls and a scary little girl. Omg-much? lol.
Those are the two worst elements that can be combined together. Oh well, for supernatural, I'd watch. LOL.

I'm feeling super random
and I just want to type out
love songs' lyrics.
lol

~tonight, I celebrate my love for you~

~love takes two, time after time we talk it through. cause baby i need you,~

~when the stars are in her eyes, and the sun is in her smile. the only moment in my life, it has happened the same time, is when a woman loves a man~

~stupid cupid you're a real mean guy, i'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly~

AHS.
love songs.
love problems
love love love.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnit.

no wonder love makes the world go round.
gahs.

2008-03-14T19:26:00.003+08:00

GROUP PHOTO FROM SUNDAY. ;D Chijmes was great. Carnivore stuffed us good. lol.

ANYWAY.

I couldn't log into blog yesterday. so...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DENNY DIDI. (:

went to watch step up 2 today with Marilyn!

OHmyGOD the moves were killer and Robert Hoffman is officially my new 'actor-crush'. Though Johnny Depp is still number one. LOL.

And Briana Evigan was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l and rocking~

Ya'll can go to this website to check out the photos.

http://www.movieweb.com/gallery/PGH33IMNIctyLH

Step up 2 made me love dancing even more and I can't wait to go to dance lessons after O's.

Muahahas.

AND I bought their soundtrack straight after the movie. Whooos.

The movie is a definite must watch for people who love dancing, people who don't really love dancing, of course I'll still recommend this show to ya'll.

Daaaaamn nia, I wonder if you will think if Robert Hoffman is C. xD To me he ISSSSS. ;P

OH WELL.

I'm going off.

CYA PEEPS.

dance and lose control.

2008-03-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

FIRST AND FOREEEEMOST!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAEEEE AND WENLONG! ;D

CAN'T wait to meet marilyn cher shi hui tomorrow.
It's been like a month since we last met.
i know you misssssss me. LOL.
And neither can i wait for sunday. Whooos.
and well,
THE MARCH HOLS ARE HERE.... Which don't really mean a shit for us secondary 4 students... LOL.
We're like going back to school every other day for remedial. Daaaamn. But oh well, for O's.. We don't really have much of a choice do we?

oh yea, FOUR E TWO PEEPS... The class outing is on tuesday {11 march} and we're going to sentosa. Any enquires please ask jun ru. Haha. Please try to come! ;D if i know any more info ... I'll let ya'll know aites. ;D

Anyways, I'm off to do... Well i don't exactly know what but IM GOING. LOL.

and nia! its good to have my assy back in school. whoooos. LOL.
enzyme times are the besty. muahahs.

i dont care what they say. i'm in love with you.

2008-02-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

where did i go wrong?
I lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and I would have stayed up with you all night
If I'd known how to save a life.

FINALLY... The weekend is here.
And the tests have finally come to a halt.
In 9 mins, supernatural is going to start.
*grins to myself*
As usual, homework is piling up during the weekends.
March Holidays should'nt even be catergorised under "holidays" for secondary 4 students.
Grr.
C.O is getting more and more suckish.
Played "sun lion" today, which was kinda nostalgic for some of us. I miss sara's batch of percussionists. They are the best.
sighs.
Seniors in my batch should and would definately agree with me. lol.

4E2 peeps! There's a class outing on the tuesday of march holidays I think.
So try to make yourself free. (;
We'll try to make something fun outta it alright?

andtothatnobrainbimbo,you'retheonewiththefreakingvirus.
dontthinkyou'reallthat,causeyouaintevenCLOSE.bitch.

I'm going!
Supernatural, here I come!

2008-02-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

P.S I LOVE YOU

Touching, intriguing, witty and hilarious movie.
This movie will definately make you cry.
It'll touch your heart.
Make you fall in love.
Show you how noble love actually is.
Let you experience the different types of love: husband&wife, mother&daughter and friend&friend.
(;
Its a definate must watch.
{but... do get ready some tissue paper k? haha}

Art is killing me.
Goodnight!

2008-02-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Happy 230th post blog. ;D

Quote from Ms Thiru, "There are no gangsters, just mis-guided children."
I agree so much, but some can be so mis-guided I fear they may have lost their way back.
Haah. What-the-hell. I ain't gonna comment further, way too complicated subject.

V-day is in TWO days.
SS and Eng test tmr.
Amaths on thurs.
Bio on Fri.

This is totally messed up.

2008-02-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. ;D

That came a bit late but oh well, this is the only day where I have free time for myself. The past nights I've been visiting my relatives' houses. Lol, my family sorta visits in the evening till night. Since in the day, they have to work. Lol.
God damn the huge load of homework.
Can't believe that even during Chinese New Year that there's homework to be done. Well, if the amount is reasonable I've got nothing to comment about... But this is ridiculous! Lol. Oh wells, teachers love us to do work, so that they can mark more. L-O-L.
OH yea... before i forget again..

HAPYY BIRTHDAY KENNY CHIANGGGG.
16 already, please be happy always okay. ;D Dont sulk, later you grow older faster. ;p

Stayed up till 2 plus yesterday doing V-day stuff. Lol. Man my eyes ain't cooperating properly with me now.
Valentines' Day.... Haha, Wonder how it'd turn out.
I'm sure it'd be like any ordinary day, just that more chocolates are invovled. Haha.
But I can't wait to catch the movie: P.S I Love You
It is made from the book by cecilia ahern. Sucha romantic film.... I will not miss it!
I need some romance in my life. Hahaha.
You know, I read from a book: you are what you read and who you mix with.
I pretty much agree with that phrase. I read a lot of romance books and I'm kinda wanting a romance that I think doesn't really exist anymore. Haha.

Well, I was traipsing with kristi yesterday around orchard looking for presents. Lol.
Thankfully we got everything we needed to find. ;DD

Watched Ahlong pte lte with marilyn day on friday.
The show was HILARIOUS! It has the singapore touch. The hokkien vulgarities and everything.
Hahas. I highly reccommand ya'll to watch.
Anw, im going to watch tv. LOL
so im gnar continue later. I think.
CYA loves.
(;

2008-02-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

Kissing for one minute enables us to lose 26 calories.

Cool eh? Hahaha, i got that information from class95 fm. yea i listen to class95, since my its my dad's car, not mine, lol.
ANYWAYS, it has been about 3 weeks since I last posted? Haha, been busy.
Had many tests and homework and tuition and art... e.t.c.
CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING! Whoo, ang baos and holidays. Hahaha.

Oh before I go on... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAN FENG(;

okay, now moving on~~~
These past weeks, Angie and I had to hold a storytelling workshop for a bunch of secondary one students. I can say that it was pretty shitty at first, but gradually as the first session went on.. The outcome was pretty okay.. UNTIL the second week came.. All of them started to show their true colours, which was pretty frustrating and irritating. A lot of them groused at us, telling us that they were forced to go to the workshop, and that they rather do the class decorations and any other possible humane reasons they can give.
Well, frankly I know how they feel, but is a little cooperation difficult? The thing is, we're sec 4s and if they really want to compare the amount of work we have to theirs.... Seriously there's no need for any comparison at all, we definately have the "honour" of winning the "larger amount of work prize". Which is really unfair because the attitude that they carried themselves with showed no respect for any of us{kristi,evonne&me}. It is not as if they are the ones with the life and we're just there to judge them because we have nothing better to do.
Even Kristi could get pissed. W-o-w. You can just imagine. Hahaa, well it was mainly 3 people that gave us problems. I'm not saying names but at least we don't have to see them again. arghs.

And I'm soooooooooooo happy with the class decorations in our class.
OKAY I WANT to credit the people that were invovled with the class deco in any way.
BUT the MAIN credits go to.... ANGIE, MANDY, JIA YAN, MA SHUANG AND EVELYN (; you girls rock.
And the rest of the wonderful people are: Kania, En hui, Kristi, Jun Ru, Kristle, Evonne, JunJie, Cheekeong, Luke, Falend, Ruiyun, Kelly, Carmen, Joe Eng, Wenye and Ben!
THANKS A LOT YOU GUYS. (;

But sadly there IS one fool from another class that likes to comment on our class deco. Personally I think you have no rights to comment what you did because if you really want to use that adjective to compare your class and mine, it's a pretty close fight. So why not you just go and dig a hole and bury your pitiful, pathetic self in it eh. Maybe we'd enjoy hearing you screaming while burning in hell rather than what you say in real life.

Okaaaaaaaaaaay, lol. that was harsh but nevertheless, my class girls put in a lot of effort and time in doing the class decoration so I think its unjustified that anyone gives any unwanted nasty comments.

Alrighty, I'm going to stop here for now.
Whooo, uberly ecstatic that I blogged.
Like finally. Whooooo.
Tomorrow I've gotta be in school by 6.45am.
What crap is that. Grrs.

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

2008-01-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

GOD, I'm bored outta my bones.
Chinese is like.. gaaahs. Hate it.
Didn't bring calculator to my god parents house, so now amaths I can't do. Fagg.
Arghs, adding on to the problem is that I'm feeling so sleepy and my head's spinning now.
GRRRRRRs.
Currently doing chemistry, with the number of braincells left, I think I'll be able to finish it by next week. Lol. Oh wells, gotta study one way or another.
Critical year, everyone has an expectation, I shouldn't be an exception.
THAT was random, oh sh!t, fatigue is getting to me so quick it's like moving at the speed of light. Gaaahs.

I'm currently viewing some website which is about superstitions. Pretty interesting actually.
Did you know if you tie a knock in your hankercheif, you'll have good luck?
And this totally creeps me out : Yawning is caused by the devil so evil spirits enter your body when your mouth is wide open. Covering your mouth stops the evil spirits.
LOL. I don't close my mouth when I'm yawning! LOL Hahaa, oh well, superstitions will be superstitions. Some people believe some don't. I'm sorta in the middle.
Whehes. Woah, I almost fell asleep by just closing my eyes for about 5 seconds. LOL. If i visit lala land now, I wont be able to enter there again tonight.

Okay cannot blog for long ler.
Gotta concentrate {yea right. lol}
haha. Cya peeps.

even if you want to go alone
i will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain.

2008-01-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay, I've neglected my blog long enough.
Hahaaa, well, Sec 4 is STRESSING. LOL.
Art coursework is killing me slowly.
Everyday there's like tons of homework to be done.
Just thinking about O's is making my brain squirm.
Gaaaahs.

ANYways, went to temasek poly's open house today with en, nia and kris.
The school's pretty cool. The people there were reaaaally very very welcoming and friendly. Haha, kiffy {a.k.a keiths} was our tour guide for like... 30 mins I think? His friend, kevin/kelvin, too. [not too sure whether is there a L in his name. lol]
The people there were very hyper. LOL. It was fun though.
Saw step and yinfang they all when we were there too. The world is really small, okay, singapore is really small. lols.
There are like 4 main blocks, the engineering, science, design and business. It is true that the place is small but it is pretty much one of the more "happening" polys in Sg. There was like a live band there too. ;D

After TP, we went to orchard, cineleisure, to meet up with mich, safe, david, rongjie, keef, wenlong and vandy and angelo {who went off soon after we arrived}.
Slacked at esteller and talked about what shall we do after O's. Hahaaa, was pretty stressing for me since most of the problems lie with me. sighs. but man, we'll definately spend a lot of time together this year. And go like wild after O's. haha.
It's always fun to hang out with 'em.

Then soon after, left cine and walked to lido. They are watching... oh shit I forgot the movie's name. hahaa. Oh wells. I had to come home. Lol.

Daaaamm, there is still some time till O's and I'm already feeling the idiotic stress. Sighs.
and c.o is getting more and more ridiculous
arghs.
The recent events are totally ludicrous. What the fag lahs.
Whatever, too much drama.

Ahhhs, I'm totally in love with enchanted songs.LOL
very random yes but its seriously nice. hahas.
Ever ever after and so close.
Here are some of the lyrics..

For ever ever after by carrie underwood here is a part of the song!
Start a new fashion
Wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's realest
By making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up
Being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you
It's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours
If you let your heart
Believe in ever after

And for so close by jon mclaughlin,
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

haha, romantic. ;)
but for so close, this song gives me a sense of serenity, but at the same time it really causes me to be emotional. Haha, I'm not sure is it because of stress nowadays but I get pretty emotional easily. I cry way more easier than last time. LOL. That is sooo not a good thing.

Oh wells, I'm going off for now. hahas.

finally i blogged. LOL.
loves!
-xoxo.

i hate guys who just throw the word "love" around,
like it isn't the most important, strongest, deepest word in the dictionary.
arghs.

2007-12-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

Oh man, I've not blogged since i returned from the Cambodia and Vietnam trip.
Seriously speaking, I haven't put in the photos from the trip into my com. I'm soooo lazy 'cause there are way too many photos, so I'm kinda sorry to say that I won't be posting any photos from the trip. Haha.

Anyway, HAPPY BELATED ANNI TO MY PARENTS. &
MERRY X'MAS TO ALL.

Hoped you guys had a wonderful xmas eve and xmas. I'm having my family gathering on sunday so I can't really say much. Haha.
Went to KunLeng's chalet yesterday. It didnt turn out half as bad as I thought it'd be. Ha ha, I'm definately not going to explain it here.
(;

Oh well, It's late, 6mins to 2am to be exact.
I'm going off to bed.
Wheeee.

I'm not an actor
I'm not a star
& I don't even have my own car.
But I'm hoping so much you'd stay
That you would love me anyway.

2007-12-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving tomorrow already. Gosh. I hope dad can get internet access, so i can blog or chat in msn [if daddy activates his msn -_-] Oh wells, here are the doggy photos! So adorable.

cute right! I wish i could bring one of them home. Gahs~

I've got a reaaaaaaaaaaaaal soft spot for animals. Ha ha.

Anyway, today was a really crazy day. I woke up, while i was brushing my teeth, i started to see spots, everywhere. I thought something was wrong with my eyes so i shook the feeling off.

Then when i got out of the toliet, my legs gave way and luckily the chair wasn't that far away.

I think i almost fainted. LOL, too bad i didn't, or else Singapore would have her first earthquake. LOL! My mum gave me Milo to drink. Felt a little teeny weeny better but after standing up for some time.... started to see spots again. What the hell.

Went to the Doctor, she said my bloody blood pressure was LOW. How could it be low?! And she said i was like a bit dehydrated. What!?!!! I drink so much water everyday I'm going to the toilet more often. Lol. Oh well, I now have 6 different type of medicine. Lol. I'm sooooooo "healthy". Gahs, I need a throat and stomach transplant. T.T

Went "studying" with marilyn at united. Ha ha. Our studying sessions always accomplish nothing. =/ Oh well, hopefully can catch up some homework when I'm overseas. *HOPEFULLY*

Just now i was watching ripley's believe or not and there was this section on a wedding in Jamaica, the bride and groom were naked. Yes, NAKED. The guests too. No one is allowed to wear anything I think. It has sorta become a annual tradition. Hmm, kinda cool but a bit embarrassing. Lol. This kind of things will never happen in Singapore. Everyone's like so reserved. Ha ha.

Sigh, anyway, this year, I've seen quite a few people been through very tough times. Some are my closer friends. "We will never know what is important to us, until its gone" This quote is really true. I've seen people going through stuff that we thought may never happen to us. We really must appreciate what we have now. Especially our parents. MUMMY, DADDY I LOVE YOU. They made us what we are today, our parents are the people who will never leave us alone, they are the ones whom we can rely on, trust them completely. When the whole world walks out on us, they are there with open arms. When we're sick in the middle of the night, who is there to help us? takecare of us? Our parents! Usually we would take our parents for granted, 'cause we always assume that they would be there for us forever. BUT, we shouldn't ever think that way 'cause we should cherish every moment we have with them.

For some of my friends I know they may find my daddy very cocky, and lame with his jokes. Yes i admit sometimes I'm embarrassed by him, but he's my one and only daddy, & I love him just the way he is, nothing more and nothing less.

My mummy is the best (; she does so much for me I don't even know where to start to thank her. I love you mummy.

I know a lot of people who love their parents, but I also know there are people out there who love their parents but can't seem to communicate with them. I just hope these people would give it a try, your parents may be more understanding than you think.

And i really would like to thank you wenwei. Ha ha. The irony. I thank you 'cause after you broke with me, I grew so much more closer with my mum than I thought I never possibly could have. So yea, thank you.

Parents nag but they love us. (;

OH GOD, I'm super emotional now. Ha ha. No idea why I suddenly wanna blog about that. Crazy me. Alrighty then, I'm stopping here, hopefully I can blog when I'm overseas.

Bye my loves.

-xoxo

I don't wnar wait another minute

to hear.. something that i already know.

2007-12-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

My block nose is driving me insane.
My cough is making me unable to communicate properly.
I absolutely detest being sick.
Though I'm always the first one in my family to fall sick, really weak immune system. =/

Anyway, I'm trying to do my english summaries. Which is currently killing my brain cells. Oh my goodness. Can't breathe properly and coughing every now and then. GAHS.
But something is maintaining my mood which is listening to the latest backstreet boys album. Unbreakable
I can really say this album is really really good. One of the best i say. 'Cause today is the first time I'm listening to the whole album. Inconsolable was the main hit amongst us.
But now my favourite is Love will keep you up all night second favourite is Helpless when she smiles third is Something that i already know. These songs' lyrics are reaaaaaaally heartwarming or it may even make you feel nostalgic. Either one. (;
The weather is also makng me feel calm, I love rainy days.
Yes, rainy days is very uncomfortable for some people who are going out, the inconvenience of transport, the splitter splatter sounds when you step on water puddles causing your footwear to be wet or something like that. But I don't really mind, it's so fun to play in the rain. I never really had a chance to play in the rain carefree and for a long time. My mum would kill me. Heehs.
OH my GOD LA. My nose is seriously preventing me from breathing properly, thank god we have mouths. Lol. Or I can just imagine the newspaper headlines: Tragic Death Of A Girl Caused By the Common Flu. LOL. Okay, I'm deluded, bite me.

Now struggling with my english summaries, and en is currently not picking up her phone. Oh wells, lol. Leaving for cambodia and vietnam in two days time, so fast. Sigh, wonder if the trip would be fun. Hopefully it would be and I heard from quite a few people that Cambodia has a lot of skulls there. *grins*

Anyway I was chatting with edmund just now, and he reminded me of the nickname he gave me, Old Little Auntie a.k.a OLA. LOL~ He was making fun of my short term memory so he gave me this nick, ha ha. He's reaally nice, always there for me if i need him. Very funny also. (; OLA!

Okay, I'm stopping here first, nothing much to do, maybe I'll blog somemore later.
Loves~

Cause love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side
Love will keep you up all night

2007-12-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

WHEE. Today finally managed to go out with gor gor and lian feng. There this guy called Euler {im sorry if i spelt your name wrongly!} who was also there. Kinda funny guy.

Anyway, we met at plaza sing first. En hui~~~ Finally got to see her after like so long again. Then gor, lian feng and euler arrived a little later than us. Went to long john so lian feng could eat. Then marilyn arrived too.

We went to Vivo City after ps. Went to the sky deck. So sad it wasn't windy at all, then it started to drizzle and we went inside. Went to the pet shop! AH DAMM. forget to put those pet photos inside here. Oh well, another time. haha.

Anyway, kunleng arrived at vivo at like... 3plus with his girlfriend.

Went to eat at the foodcourt. Then walked around and went back to plaza again to walk somemore. A bit stupid la. LOL. Cause of some reasons but I'm not gnar say it here.

But really enjoyed going out with gor lian feng euler and of course my two girlfriends. (;

Then when we three girls had to go back, we went to the mrt to take photos. Oh my god. It was hilarious just trying to take the photo. We didn't know who to ask to take the photo for us, so we placed it on a staircase and used the timer.

Not bad la.

You guys see. (;

brian euler lian feng me en mae!

second take!

Then after that, we separated, the guys went to compass point.

En went to braddell and mae and I took mrt to novena. Go united meet my parents and she went home.

Took some photos before that.

Wheee.

And here's a photo from some time ago.

To scare those people who's gnar extract their teeth or go put braces.

MUAHAHAH.

These are my teeth. Hahah.

Extracted 6 of them. Haha, the bottom two are actually cut into half. Those are my wisdom teeth.

(; My whole body went weak when i saw my real teeth. Oh my god. LOL

Blaaahs, Oh yea, Euler the sneezing guy. LOL. He kept sneezing and sneezing, we thought his nose was going to drop off. Haha.

Funny guy.

Lian feng accompanied me to play para. Thank you lf. Lols.

Ahs, my sore throat is killing me.

NIA, mich said you like finish your homework already

SERIOUSLY AH?

lol If really, i say you goddess. MY ASS GODDESS. hahaha.

WAH wah , you miss her cheek poking, dont miss my ass smacking lah? Haha.

Boo~ Lol, i MISS YOU NIA, I MISS YOU KRISTI.

Give me a humongous hug when you're back.

Whehehe.

MY COUGH IS KILLING ME.

Gahs.

BYE LOVES.

ireallyneedafairytalestory.

2007-12-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Waited at home today, thought i was going to have tuition. In the end my teacher couldn't make it so maybe changing it to Monday night.

Anyway, Mae came over to my house around 3 plus. After that we went to the hairdresser's. & as expected, we were walking on the pavement and it started to drizzle. Lucky we got to shelter fast enough before it started to pour heavily. Mae straightened her hair while i got my hair layered. My head feels slightly lighter now and marilyn's happy with her result. Ha ha. Though she'll have to smell the chemicals in her hair for quite some time. En remember that time when you rebonded your hair? Whahas. x)

Mae came over to my house and she left a couple of minutes ago. We watched some Russell peter video on youtube. I love that guy man, he always cracks me up. What a comedian. ;]

Any how, i finally got to talk to kristi in msn. W-o-w. Ha ha.

&&& Tmr finally can go out with gor gor {brian} , lian feng and kunleng. It's been AGES. Goodness. Hopefully everything goes smoothly tomorrow. Don't want any mishaps.

Alrighty, i know its a short post but I'm pretty lazy tonight. Ha ha. What a "surprise".
Okay going off now.
Bye loves!

i want to fill this new frame.
but its empty.

2007-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

22o post! Whoos.

LOL, KRISTI, i finally see you at my tagboard! Hello sweetie. WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU. YOU .. YOU ... .... POOH BEAR LOVER! Grrr. LOL. Wah, you disappeared to do homework, I'm heartbrokened. LOL.
At least nia's here every once in a while. crapping~lol! you, kristi, like totally disappeared for god knows HOW long. What have you been doing sia. And what homework have ya'll done man. I'm so lazy to do mine. Sh!t lah. Lol.
LOL. kania, im here im here. Talk to me~ Tell me your name~ LOL. sorry, had an episode there. Haha.

Anyway, went out with marilyn today. Went to plaza and saw evonne! It's been a while since i last saw her, so it was pretty good to see her today. Haha. We first went to the arcade, then walked around ps aimlessly again. It's always like that. lol. Then we decided to go to novena. And again, this also always happens. Ha ha. In the mrt marilyn and I didn't talk for some time as she was at one side and i was at another. Then when we got off the train, i started to talk and felt really retarded. LOL, it was like my first time talking or something. Then i told mae and she was like; i think we must like make up for the time we didn't talk. So, she started to speak gibberish and i burst out in laughter. SHE SOUNDED SO RETARDED. LOL. I had to laugh, what's more that expression of hers is hilarious.

I really think that bangkok trip really benifitted marilyn and I. It's like we sorta bonded closer than we already were. Usually when i go out with her, we don't usually laugh so much. Now it's different, every outing i have with her is full of laughter. So wonderful. LOL. Okay okay. I'm really started to sound lesbian so I'd better stop. LOL.

I went to the dentist today, had the colour of my rubber bands changed to red and green! X'mas is coming. Wheee. This reminds me of when i was so retarded. LOL. ya im retarded 99% of the time so yeaaaa i get your point. lol Anyways, i was referring to the time when i saw keef's msn pm was; xmas is coming~ where's your xmas spirit! Something like that... Then i was super high that night and i went to him and said; jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way. LOL. Okay i have no idea why, but for these few days I've been seriously retarded. Marilyn and En would know the reason. Nia if you think hard about what i told you in msn that stormy night, i think you may know. LOL. So dramatic. Whahas.

Sigh~
Oh wells, I'm done for tonight.
BYE loves.

A fairytale's all i need.

2007-12-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

scary right? the amount of people there, at united square. my goodness, i didnt know dora had so many fans. They were all waiting for dora to come out. So dua pai. LOL.

All patiently waiting~

She finally came out! and i swear, the children here, are like on estacy or something. They were REALLY HIGH. lol !

I was browsing thru my pictures folders, and i found this pic.

2e2 i miss you. Haha, really i do. =/

Sigh,

rewind.

I wish.

But life, aint like the computer huh.

Can't backspace what we already did.

Sigh.

Haha, im going off now.

Bye loves.

2007-12-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Watched Enchanted yesterday, it was a really good movie. Two thumbs up. If I'd have more thumbs ill put all up. Ha ha. The movie really lived up to its reputation. It's a really hilarious, touching, heart warming film. I'd recommend it to anyone and everyone who's interested. (;

Anyways, today i went to send michael, nicky, keef, ben, marcus and enhui off at harbourfront. Before they left for sentosa, hope they didnt get caught in the rain too much. Today is like a flooding day or something. Ha ha. Everywhere was having a downpour. Raining millions of cats and dogs, okay being lame here. Lol. Went out with marilyn instead of going with en they all, didnt have the mood, was feelg a lil sick and mostly imptly, my mum was against the whole idea. Ha ha. Had an extremely hard time rejecting them, as they kept pleading me to go with them to sentosa, even for like 3 hours they're happy. LOL. En was like; 3 years of friendship, just like this, no more. LOL wah she was like threatening me in a very nice, emo way. LOL.
Currently talking to benjamin, he's making me feel guilty about me not going. you see~
Ben says:
CANT BELIEVE YOU
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
WHAT HAPPEN
Ben says:
you didnt come
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL

Ha ha, he is one adorable boy. LOL. Oh well, i hope ben and keef doesn't catch a cold, since ben told me that their fingers were turning purple, their lips too.
They played in the freaking rain, oh my god. I hope they all don't fall sick. Today is really a freezing day. Haha. They played in the waters, while its raining.
They played frisbee, while it's raining. Oh goodness. LOL. Then when i asked whether they caught the laser show....

` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
then you guys watched or didnt?
Ben says:
no
Ben says:
well
Ben says:
it was kinda RAINING you know
Ben says:
RAINING
Ben says:
oh wait you dont know
Ben says:
CAUSE YOU WERENT THEREEREREREEE
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
BEN~!!!

Ben really knows how to rub it in. LOL.
Anyway... I'm starting to miss kania and kristi more and more and more.
KANIA~~ KRISTI~~ I MISS YA GIRLS.
LOL. I wish Indo was just an Mrt ride away. LOL. Haha, now how convenient will that be. (x

okay i have no idea whats up with blogger.
i cant upload pictures.
ill try in the next post.
its some dora the explorer thingy.
haha

-xoxo.

sometimes beginnings aren't so simple,
sometimes goodbye's the only way.

2007-12-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

WELL, today was fun. Went out with vin [bro im sorry i was late! lol!], we caught the bee movie. Hmm, overally it was O-KAY. It was funny but if we were to describe it, words like ludicrous and ridiculous will be the main ones that we would use. Haha, imagine... a bee sueing us humans. LOL. I'm not gnar spoil the movie for those who are gnar watch.. but i can say that.. i think waiting for the disc is better. Haha.
After the movie.. It was around... 2 plus going to 3 i think. Then met up with vince's friend bashira. She went for a starbucks interview at the grand cathay. She's a really fun person, i love the parts when she would insult vin till he's dumbfounded. LOL. Oh well, today was not a good day for you vin. Haha.
Anyways, we accompanied bashira to cathay's starbucks and she had to go back there around 7 plus for another interview... O_O So, after the first one, we went to novena, vin and her got bubble tea and we sent her off at the united bus stop.
Then vin accompanied me till my parents came. Chatted a lot, told him about some stuff that happened the past few months. It has been way too long since we last really caught up. Wished there was more time to catch up though, since i dont know when would be the next time that i would be able to go out with him. Haah.

Oh wells, hopefully tomorrow i'd be able to go out with sweetie. Hopefully we can catch enchanted!! Goodness that show seems really hilarious. haha.

Anyways! I'm stopping for here. A bit tired already.
Bye loves!

-xoxo.

2007-12-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

TODAY was an absolutely ludicrous crazy retarded hilarious happy day.
Went out with marilyn, we actually planned to study but nothing fruitful came out of it. LOL.
We started to chat about ICQ, i was telling about the people i met and the people she met. We met some nice people and some ... horny ones? Hahaa. Oh well, we were at starbucks chatting and my dearest came to find me at around 3plus. ;)
dearie im so happy to see you today, heeehs, and im estatic that you liked the things i gave you. hhaha.
Then we went to square two, saw that cute aussie guy at the skating ring at novena. LOL. Anyway, marilyn and i went to play at the arcade in square two. Felt extremely out of place, like a fish out of water, since 9 out of 1o people there are children. But the arcade there was pretty much nice. It'd make one feel nostalgic, with all the childhood arcade games. Hahaa. Well, played for pretty much around 3o mins i think? I didnt keep track of the time. Anyways, the pirates of the caribbean and the simpsons pinball machine was kinda interesting. Whahas.
After that we went back to novena to meet up with my parents. At that point of time, i think the coffee started to kick in and i was a bit crazy. Okay, marilyn saw that aussie guy and she was going Ga-Ga over him and she was like telling me, what if she goes up to him and asks " hey do you have myspace? " Then i thought for a while and replied her " Yea, this is 'MY-SPACE' and i want you outta it."
She stared at me and started to laugh like crazy, yea that was the start of a really funny day. LOL. I cannot remembered what happened vividly, but i knew it was really 'lol' cause i was being retarded to marilyn. Made her laugh till her cheeks were numb and her stomach was aching. Mission impossible accomplished. LOL.
Went to pei kio to eat anyway. Then came back home!
Currently feeling absolutely lazy to bathe. Lol.

Dear's watching soccer tonight.
Wheee, another reason for me to procrastinate my bath time. LOL.
BYELOVES.

next week is so gnar be fun. lol! i hope.

2007-11-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

WOW. Attended c.o for the first time in like... i don't know how long. Haha, there was one new instructor. Interesting looking. Not like the other instructors bah i can say.. lol
Oh wells, today was ludicrous yet hilarious at the same time. THE WHOLE CELLO SECTION, i was the only one that attended today. W-O-W right. Lol... Oh wells, it was interesting.
En and peng was having a fun time l-o-l-ing me. Esp peng. Grr! Hahaa, anyway i hope you two liked the present. ;X

Oh damm, Supernaturnal's starting soon! Gotta go!

said i'll always be your friend.
took an oath ima stick it out till the end.

2007-11-30T00:42:00.001+08:00

WHEES. (; im finally back. and the photos are uploaded. i cannot possibly upload all of them here cause its around 150 pictures! I think i will upload until i ki siao . haha.
Well, enjoy the photos, especially the retarded ones. kania i know you will like that. LOL.
Thailand was nice, can say the trip was very fruitful. Haha, bought like TONS of skull stuff, happiness. Haha, really enjoyed it with marilyn, but i really missed singapore as well. My heart is bursting with happiness 'cause im back home. And that i can finally go out with my friends again and especially hear his voice and meet up with him too~ xD

Most of the day at thailand are shopping, so the photos are either taken while eating, or in the night when we have nothing to do. haha. Oh well, YES! I REMEMBERED something, marilyn gets way tooooooo high when she has coffee. SO, friend's of marilyn, don't give her coffee if you dont plan to get high. Hahaa, she really can get very crazy. Shes like hysterically hilarious. Whahaha, well, her "diesease" was infectious so in time i also got high. But sadly the energy was short lived. (x
At bangkok... i've become a nocturnal animal lah. Every night sleep so late, around like 3 plus singapore time. The first night i couldnt sleep so i slept around 4 plus? i think? Haha, im just like a panda bear now lah. Goodnessssssss! But the shopping was worth it. Haha!
Marilyn also bought a lot of the things she wanted, happy marilyn. LOL.
The only day we didnt really shop was on saturday, went to the temple to pay visit to the monk. {for those who know my full name and the story behind it, yea its that same monk who gave me that name}
Usually, his temple has a lot of puppies, but this time there weren't even 2! I only saw one. So sad. But when we went to the other temple { the picture that has alot of fishes, around there } there were alot of cats and dogs! The dog photos very ke lian right? We dont even see those kind of dogs in singapore. I think even if there were dogs like those in Sg, they would have been caught already. Sigh, poor unfortunate souls. But the cats were well breed, well, the main reason is cause the head monk there loves cats, he ADORES them. Haha, so you kinda get the picture.
The fishes were terribly hungry. Haha, see, we buy some food stuff [like bread] from the people there, and we feed the fishes. The money sort of goes to charity. I think! lol. Anyway, marilyn and i had so much fun feeding the fish. There are 3 videos, so i'll upload them if i can. (;

Tomorrow attending c.o {after sooooooo long. LOL} gonna meet up with en first. Yayness.
Alrighty then, i'll blog tmr or smth, now im just gnar enjoy listening to him play dota. LOL.
bye loves!

thailand trip!

2007-11-29T21:37:00.001+08:00

Photobucket Album

2007-11-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

Goodness, right now, im packing for tmr. Totally no mood and my tears are seriously threatening to overcome me! GAHS! I hate this kinda feelg. I know im only going for a few days but im really gonna miss people. Alot of people. T.T & having to think im gnar experience this in dec doesn't really help. Sigh. I wish i could stay in singapore. That i dont need to go. that my heart needn't ache so much for you, sigh.

Wow, first time in quite a longgggggg time, i'm feeling very emo~ Oh wells. =/ Not that i have a choice now. Haah. I'll really be missing you guys tons! Don't worry i'll shop for presents there alright? haha.

Hmm, heres a little something for that special someone. (x
i'll definately be missing you alot.
get ready for a humongous hug when im back.
im so proud to be able to call you my boy. (;
you're definately one of the best things that ever happened to me.
i will try to call if i can when im over at thailand.
Hahaa, G.S.T baby. always going up and never down.
Every little thing you do makes me smile {like a lil infatuated 9year old girl looking at the guy she adores}
Haha, heres a small part from Never Gone by the backstreet boys, for you my love;
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life

i'll be missing you so much.
iloveyou.
-xoxo

OKAYY... now for the rest {my so many lovable girlfriends like en,vic,xuan,cass,and others} i'll be missing ya girls ALOT. Cant wait to be able to go out with ya girls when im back. haha, Cass darlg, we'll make that date! haha. We've been trying to find a day to go since i dont know when, this time, we'll make real alright? i hope~ haha.
xuan! you study hard kay, this jie is supporting you all the way. ((; then we can go shopping! or maybe window shopping first lar hor. haha.
vic sweetie, im sorry to leave you at c.o alone! i'll make it up to you when im back k? x) loves!
en, GAAAHS, so soon i have to leave ler, when im back, we shall really really go out and window shop too okay? hehe. im gnar miss you like HELL. loveeeeeeeeeeeeeya. XD

SO... this is it. im going to stop here and wont be back till 27 [ next tue ] .
LOVE YA'LL.

{:

2007-11-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

NOOOOO, going off tmr to bangkok already. So soon... T.T I'm a bit reluctant to leave, since i am so gonna miss all of ya'll. I don't want to go for the trip in december too. =/ Which is to Cambodia and Vietnam. {Ratana i dont wnar see you. LOL kidding haha}

Anyway! Yesterday was my first time at ICQ.com . Erm, i think that place should be renamed as P.F.S.D.P. which means Place For Sexually Deprived People. Lol. BUT BUT BUT. BUT!!! There are some nice people from ICQ, i met a few, one from egypt, another from israel.
They were the decent guys who didnt talked to me about any sexual topics. Haha. Seriously, the MAIN topics in ICQ, when guys approach girls, they would start to say somethings like, "hey wanna cyber?" or "hey are you sexy?" or "hey are you tall and beautiful?" OR [even more direct] "Do you have big b_easts?"
I was literally awe-struck by these people. My god, what's more the ages of these people really have a huge range. There are 13 year olds to like 40 year olds. Wow right? And 8 out of 10 people who talked to me were trying to talk to me about sex. GOODNESS.
But there are really some nice people from ICQ, rare cases though. Haha.
So many different kinds of people from different part of the world.
The internet really makes the world seem smaller.
It is amazing how different people from other countries think, especially about the "sex" topic. People from very young ages already done it. Enlightening aint it. Hmm.
But well, i respect their different kinds of mindset, just that i am pretty taken aback by what age they start having ... ya know. haha.

Alrighty, my channel 8 show is gnar start soon, so maybe later ill just put some blogthings quizzes. Haha, im gnar go tveeee now!

Takecare ya'll !

unbelievable sights,
indescribable feelings,
soaring, tumbling, freewheeling,
through an endless diamond sky.

2007-11-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

BLOGGG. i miss you. Hahaa.
Long time didnt update cause my previous blog's html had some problems when i upload photos, so... finally decided to use blogger's skins, should be no problems from now onwards. *hurray* Hahaha.
The chalet photos are finally uploaded! As you guys can see in my previous post. Sorry about the arragement, the post was lagging alot and i was super lazy to arrange the photos, so yea, the photos at the bottom most are the first day luh. Just enjoy the photos, hahaha. There are so many more photos that i feel like uploading but its really way too many. Sorry loves. Haha.

Anyway! In two days time i'll be going to Bangkok with my parents and marilyn. Hahaa, hope can enjoy like crazy and buy alot things. I won't forget to buy for you guys alright? (;
Hmm, been doing nothing much these few days, just slacking around. Missing chalet. xD Goodness, suddenly just looking at these photos.. im having a nostalgic feeling. Ahs! Next year next year. After O's, we'll go CRAZY alright guys! ;DD
Can't wait~

Alrightys i was wasting too much time trying to figure out how to do some stuff with the new blogskin.
OKAY. gotta go, will update tmr! promise! (;
BYEloves. heehess

2007-11-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

2007-11-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

2007-11-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown

You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men
You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else.
It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.

What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.

With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you

In love: You are picky but passionate

To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

What's Your Dosha?

You Are 76% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.
You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

You Should Be a Dancer

You have a unique combination of grace and athleticism..
Whether you become a salsa dancer or a ballerina, you need to get dancing!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Lust Quotient: 47%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

Your Power Bird is a Cardinal

You believe that each day is precious, and you spend your times as best as you can.
You see the wonder in small things, and you are often content with what you have.
You life an interesting, colorful life - and you bring color to those around you.
Confident and expressive, you believe you know how to live a good life. You're living it!

What's Your Power Bird?

You Are A Little Snobby

And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.
Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.
And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.
You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.

Are You a Snobby Girl?

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

okay, haha, i had nothing much to do so that explains the crazy number of quizzes i did.
GAHS. today is THE DAY that en, nia and kristi left singapore!!! *Screams* I miss them already. Shit. Lol.
En left for taiwan, wont be seeing her till 7days later and Nia and Kris went back to indo already. T.T boohoo. I totally miss them right now.

GIRLS, IF YOU SEE THIS, I AM MISSING YOU LIKE MADDDDDDD! TAKE CARE AND BE ALRIGHT K? (; I LOVE YOU THREEEEEE.

haha, well, today had to wake up earlier than usual cause en's flight was slightly earlier, the guys also came to send her off. How sweet right? Haha, i remembered last year, keef, wenlong and rongjie gave me a shock when they came to send me off at the airport. O_O goodness, my flights are always superbly early, so yea, i was super touched to see them there. Hahaha. As for en, i know shes happy she could see all of us before she left.
After sending her off, we went to expo to see a car roadshow.
And let me tell you, though im not a BIG fan of cars, but MAN, those cars were B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L ! They were sleek ya'll ! Wow, ive got pictures but i may or may not upload them. haha, since i still have the chalet photos to upload{which is ALOT}.
Anyways, the cars were extremely... hmm, well equiped? haha seriously! The sound systems were WOW. lol. literally, it makes your heart go boom boom boom. God, i love the carsssssssss. especially a red sports car. That car was a beauty. haha.
Though im not sure the guys were interested in the cars or the show girls.... LOL. okay okay, they were interested in both okay? xD

Then after the car show, i followed nia back to her house for her to pack her stuff and iron her clothes and its off to the airport again.
We had our hugs and we bid farewell to kristi and nia. Goodness i felt super emotional today. lol. Three of my dumbdumbs leave me all on the same day. Gahs.
Oh wells, at least en will have to suffer when i go to bangkok in nov and cambodia and vietnam during dec. Haah.

Goodness gracious.......... I'm feeling totally exhausted. lol. The photo uploads maybe ill do it later. The problem with this blogskin is that when i upload photos, the words i type in between each photo [like a caption] doesn't appear. So yea, later its gnar be photos only. Darn it. haha.

Alrighty, i think its time for me to bathe, though im really lazy but........ oh well.
BYE LOVES.
-xoxo.

thus we bid ado,
but thou love shall not be weakened,
by the distance that separates us.

okay, a bit corny but hey, im trying alright! LOL.

2007-11-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

HEY ya'll . hmm, tomorrow im leaving for my chalet. (x
well, tmr is gnar be a girls night, right en,nia,kris? haha.
the guys [nicky, mich, wenlong, david, keef, marcus, ben, rongjie, safety and rat] will be coming on monday.
wheeeheeeehs.
I hope we will seriously enjoy and go crazy for this chalet alright people ? ^^
after the chalet, there will definately be photo updates. *grins*
Today nicky, mich, wenlong, marcus, safety and us four girls went to plaza sing to buy the food snacks and drinks and e.t.c.
Had quite a crazy time taking the tid-bits and everything. haha.
and man, the amount of drinks the guys took.... O_O . lets just put it this way: alot of people were staring at us when we were paying at the cashier. xD
oh. and amazingly, i can't believe it, of ALL times that i go out, i have to see SOMEONE today. LOL. goodness. the irony. HAAH. oh well, guess thats the LAST time i have to see you. hopefully luh hor. [;

Now, chinese erps are finally over. *phew*. Its not that i dont like my new teacher, its just that once she starts speaking, i literally have a headache. O_O
I never knew there were so much to do for chinese, last time under mdm wan... Nothing much was needed to be done. lol.
Alrighty, some quizes!

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

haha. i was bored. bite me.
anwyway. im stopping here, and will be gone till thrusday!
goodness. will miss everyone alot alright! (;
iloveya'll.
BYE AND TAKECAREEEE.

2007-10-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.You know that love isn't like a greeting card...Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.
You are the best of both worldsGirly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

You Are Occasionally a Jerk Magnet

You've been known to attract real jerky guys from time to time...But the truth is, you know what you're getting into. You cant help but love bad boys.

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

okay, i was bored. shoot me. lols
ALRIGHTY.
Today i went out with ANGELINE, kania, en hui, nicky, marcus and pengli.
It has been AGES since we last saw angeline in person. goodness girl, you better eat or else the next time we see ya, we... may not be able to see you. lols.

BUT it was lovely to see you! Haha, i'll be staring at the neos and smiling to myself. LOL. goodness dont worry, i'm not a bisexual case ait? haha. Hmm, today went to watch the seeker, overally it was quite nice. I'm so not saying anything about the show 'cause i don't wnar wreck the excitment for ya'll who wanna catch the movie.
After the movie, walked to PS and played arcade. Haha, marcus and nicky went home first then enhui.
Then left angel, nia and me. Hmm, around 7plus, left them and went to meet my parents at wisma.

Walked from morning 11plus till 8plus. Omfg. Lols. My legs are currently not functioning properly. BUT, the day was worth it, since we got to see YOU, ANGELINE, again. (x okay my screws are really loose now, forgive me for the lost of my sanity alright. Haahs.

once i scan the neos.. ill upload bah. haha
But super lazy now. xD so sorry loves.
oh yea. i forgot to do this yesterday..

ITS FINALLY THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! YAY-NESS. LOL

hahahaa. ima lunatic i know.
BUT, im looking at my holiday homework and my eyes are poping out of their sockets. Oh well, not planning to start on them sooooo soon yet.
Hmm, im quite satisfied by my EOY results bahs. Overally everything passed. Yay-ness.
But super tyco de sia. Oh well, next year is crucial year.
My sec4 friends! I'm praying for your good results for O's and good luck for every single paper alright? I've got faith in you guys that you'll do very well for O's. (; Don't over stress out alright.

And for my sec 3 friends, THE YEAR IS FINALLY OVER. But we shall strive for O's next year alright??? We are gonna do our best and prove to, not only our parents and teachers and friends that we can do it but also most importantly, OURSELVES! (; I've faith in every single one of you guys. Ya'll are really very intelligent people, just work hard and i'm sure you'll know what im trying to say. I LOVE 3E2'07 !!! LOL. random. i know. XD

Alrighty, i've nothing much to blog for now.
Kinda brain-dead. huahaha.
Im going to go... slack, tv. Dont know. xD BYE LOVES.

you're never gnar affect me,
you and her both, haha.
i think you two are a match made in heaven.
& trust me, that isnt a compliment. Haaah.
You can try to intimidate me, BUT
that aint gnar happen.
You wanna throw something at me?
DO it openly la. No balls? hahaha.
oh well, Its been fun messing with you both.
All i can say, what goes around comes around,
both of you will get what you deserve. (;
& lastly, serve.you.right. {: HAAH.

2007-10-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

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havent blog for a WAYYY long time.

here are photos updates. En's birthday.

Will update later. loves!